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siyu nudged me... [04 Mar 2006|06:37pm]
[ mood | morose ]
[ music | sinead oconnor - nothing compares to you ]

...so for the first time in 23 weeks im updating. man so much has changed since my last real update. its not summer anymore :( this year kinda sucks. im single for the first time ever on a live journal update. and i got in a wreck last night. a bad wreck. im fine, but my poor car isnt. sigh.

alright that was pretty short, but i dont really feel like saying much now, or i know it all turn into a bunch of whining. and we all know how i hate to whine...:D

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i wasnt really ever tagged, but im procrastinating on physics and had a strong desire to do this [22 Sep 2005|08:45pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]
[ music | U2- the sweetest thing ]

so heres 20 things about me...

1. i overanalyze things. way too much.
2. i get very attatched to people very easily.
3. going along with number 2, my friends mean more than anything in the world to me, and theres some that i definitely couldnt live or function without.
4. i have an unnatural obsession with the color green.
5. and a strange fear of feet, calling people, and theres something else that i dont remember right now...
6. i walk like a retarded kid. actually, i pretty much am a retarded kid, minus the retarded.
7. im a vegetarian because animals are our friends.
8. i want a baby...really really badly. in fact, if in 10 years i still dont have children, im going ot be that creepy person that drives a truck full of candy to get kids to follow me home and then im going to steal them.
9. i love disney movies so so so so much. especially the lion king.
10. and i love 90s music so much. its the best there is, minus the beatles.
11. i can be super obsessive compulsive about certain things, especially grammar and spelling, and when light switches aren't both the same.
12. i want to be a pediatric cardiac surgeon. and i love saying that really fast because im that cool.
13. ive always wanted an elephant, so i could ride it to school and so i can wash the car with its trunk.
14. since i cant have an elephant, i settle for the ability to make a crazy elephant noise.
15. i get cold super super easily...but i still want to go up north for college cuz im dumb.
16. lately, every other thing i do has something to do with improving my chances of getting into a good college. except the not doing homework part. thats just because i have NO time management skills whatsoever.
17. when i was little, i used to talk to my reflection in the mirror like it was another person. i would be at the mall with my mom and there would be those full length mirrors around stores and i would go have conversations with my reflection and then i would yell at it for copying me. and then when we would leave i would be like "bye see you next time" and the next time i would just pick up where the last conversation left off. maybe thats why im so fucked up...
18. im extremely social, and extremely anti-social at the same time. there are a lot of other things about me that are contradictory as well.
19. i have an extremely difficult time distinguishing between reality and my dreams. i live in a fantasy world...any second im not talking, my mind is back there. but its so similar to the real world, only more perfect, that i can never remember what actually happened and what i just want to happen. and that IS why im so fucked up.
20. I HATE PHYSICS. SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH. never ever ever EVER take AP physics. its the worst class EVER.

the end :D

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yea, im supposed to be grounded... and doing homework... im such a bad person... [31 Aug 2005|08:56pm]
001. reply with your name and i'll respond with something random about you.
002. i'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
003. i'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
004. i'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.*
005. i'll tell you my first memory of you.
006. i'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
007. i'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
008. if i do this for you, you must post this on your journal. you must. it is written
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so i guess its update time... [31 Jul 2005|12:06am]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | tevelision ]

lets seeeeeeee...monday i spent the night at rachels with alecks and it was fun. we went to kimono for dinner and there was a really yummy guy in girl pants. and a baby. i want a baby. then we went to rachels house and were special. there was definitely one time when all three of us were like dying laughing for like 10 minutes straight. and rachel has the funniest laugh ever! haha ilu babe! then on tuesday the three of us went bowling with the teagues. it was fun even though i dont really know them.

thursday i went to alive after five with allie and lisa to see howards band. and there was the funniest guy ever! he was oldish and chubby and wearing an orange hat and dancing. man that orange hat guy was crazy :D hey allie...what letter comes after k? hehe i love you! then lisa had to leave and allie and i went to her club for dinner where we discussed infomercials cuz we're that cool.

friday i went to walmart with allie alecks elise. it was so much fun. walmart has a lot of fat people clothes... hehe. and they DO have a snack bar! man though, you can have a LOT of fun in walmart. especially with the right people...i love you girls :D and then after that alecks left and we met lisa and went to see sky high! haha it was actually really cute...i liked it a lot. woo for kiddie movies :D

and today was the drum corps show! yay it was so much fun to see people that i havent seen in fucking foreverrr. especially joe. and kat, man that girl is crazy! but yea, that was a lot of fun. and now im hyper cuz ive been inhaling pez. wooo

so im going to go continue you being hyper now :D

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i wanna soak you up like a sponge! [30 Jul 2005|12:37am]
[ mood | bored and hyper ]
[ music | goo goo dolls - black balloon ]

basics

blood type? no idea
full name? sehra fram polad
D.O.B.? august 28, 1989
shoe size? 4ish
eye color? brown
hair color? dark brownish blackish
favorite color? lime green
favorite food? cheesecake
least favorite food? mushrooms
when is your math class? it was 5th period. for like the last two years.
favorite subject? chemistry!
least favorite subject? health/gym but i dont have to take it anymore...wuhu!
your favorite thing in the world is…? my friends?
the world could do without…? laura
height? 5'2" bitches
weight? too much
shoulder width? yea, because i just happen to know that random stuff
favorite jelly bean? green apple
favorite dress style? umm stuff that i like?
opinion of a cube? they're very square?
birth place? houston
did you question the question that asked for your opinion of a cube? yes i did


would you rather…

eat only fruitcake or drink only eggnog? egg nog
sleep through christmas day or new years eve? hmm new years eve
win $1,000,000 for charity or $5,000 for yourself? couldnt i win $1,000,000 and give like half of it to charity?
eat only red food or green food? green cuz its prettier :D
have more luck than sense or more sense than luck? more sense than luck, definitely
be a boy or a girl? man i wish i was a guy...
trade lives with your gym teacher or your math teacher? gah neither...though i guess anyone is better than fisher
unwrap one big box or twenty tiny ones? twenty tiny ones
give or receive? receive, i suck at picking out stuff to give
wake up and find yourself in the middle of the desert or in the middle of the arctic? artic...polar bears!!
wear shoes full of earthworms or a hat full of spiders? shoes full of earthworms
be a good singer or a great songwriter? a great songwriter
have an endless supply of snowballs or water balloons? water balloons
deck the halls or do the hustle? do the hustles
always eat with your hands or have to put hot sauce on everything? eat with your hands...i do that pretty much all the time anyway
be a successful bank robber or a successful bank teller? bank robber..being a bank teller would be like the most boring job on the face of the earth
go hiking or watch a video? hiking
be born with wheels instead of legs or wings instead of arms? wings! man i wish i could fly
lose your keys or lose your shoes? shoes
go camping or stay in a fancy hotel? ummm both?
go caroling in july or surfing in december? surfing in december
smell like licorice or popcorn? umm popcorn
have twenty pretty good friends or one best friend? both
be normal and ignored or brilliant and disliked? either would suck
have every cd you want or see all movies for free? have every CD i want for free
see how long you could go without talking or sleeping? sleeping...sleep is overrated anyway
be able to give up sleeping or eating? if i gave up eating i might lose some weight...but clearly im not a very good faminer haha allie :D
go out with someone who hums all the time or someone who mumbles? hums
sneeze every 30 seconds or have to repeat everything everyone says? man that would suck...
have freedom or happiness? happiness
be a popular soap opera star or a semi-popular film star? semi popular film star cuz soap operas are retarded
never be sick or never be sad? never be sick, cuz if youre never sad, how do you know if youre really happy
be in your favorite band or your favorite movie? movie
eat the same thing every day or lose your sense of smell? umm when you lose your sense of smell you pretty much lose taste so then it wouldnt matter what you ate...
forget your name or everyone else’s? everyone elses
have one wish granted today or 3 wishes granted 10 years from now? 3 10 years from now
kiss your principal or a toad? definatly a toad
get a kangaroo or a baby elephant for your birthday? baby elephant baby elephant! ive always wanted an elephant...so i could ride it to school
vegetables taste like candy or traffic sound like laughter? vegetables taste like candy
say “you know” after every sentence or “like” before every sentence? i already say "like" all the time
be forced to lie to your best friend or tell the truth to your parents? tell the truth to my parents
have a longer summer or winter holiday? summer
Be an ice princess or a drag queen? ice princess
never be allowed to leave your house or never be allowed back in? never be allowed back in
have to say everything on your mind or never speak again? i do say pretty much everything on my mind...i dont think i could go without speaking
get even or get over it? get over it
stop time or stop worrying? stop time
always have the exact change or know the right time? im kinda OCD about both, but if i had to choose, i go crazy when i dont know the right time
be a world champion skier or own a beautiful ski lodge? be a world champion skier...that would kick ass
be a snowman or live in a sandcastle? live in a sandcastle! on the beach!
win a lifetime supply of toilet paper or go on a 3-day cruise? 3 day cruise
be caught singing in the mirror or spying on your crush? singing in the mirror
scream at the top of your lungs for one hour or be silent for 3 days? i love screaming...
eliminate one emotion or invent a new one? it would be dandy to eliminate fear
always see a chimpanzee when you look in the mirror or see nothing at all? haha see a chimpanzee. i want a chimpanzee
have a vocabulary of 10 words or a language no one understands? language no one understands...that would be super cool
be a whale or a shark? whale
change your tune or change your mind? umm what? i change my mind a lot...
live on a houseboat or in a tree house? tree house
control your parent’s checkbook or the rules they make? checkbook...the rules usually arent that bad
have seven older brother or seven older sisters? gah neither, but i guess brothers cuz 7 sisters is a hell of a lot of estrogen
be santa claus or the tooth fairy? the tooth fairy...i wanna be a fairy...i wanna fly...
have skin that’s tie-dyed or zebra-striped? tie-dyed!
get a bad hair cut or the flu? haha the flu...
own a pick-up truck or a sporty convertible? convertible
eat only pizza or only chocolate? chocolate
dribble tomato sauce on your favorite shirt or sing loudly on a crowded bus? i do sing loudly on crowded busses...
have a friend or a stranger catch you picking your nose? stranger
live on the bottom of the ocean or on another planet? another planet
be the president of the united states or a famous movie star? movie star...it would really suck ot be president
sink or swim? swim...
play a mean accordion or ukulele? ukulele
be a best selling author or have a top-forty record? best selling author
be in a high-speed car chase or on a deep sea diving expedition? deep sea diving
be a dog named killer or a cat named fluffy? dog named killer
know when everyone else is lying or always get away with lying yourself? know when everyone else is lying
give up your computer or your phone? phone


are you…

rum raisin or cherry vanilla? cherry vanilla
pile of leaves or a snow drift? leaves
a rainforest or a bayou? a rainforest, all nice and colorful :D
a movie screen or a mirror? moviescreen
dirt or sand? sand
a princess or a pea? princess :D ooh but peas are green...i choose pea!
a haunted house or a greenhouse? greenhouse cuz they have the word green in them
a museum or a gallery? a gallery
shades or curtains? curtains
decaffeinated or sugar-free? sugar-free
a kite or a balloon? balloon
antiperspirant or deodorant? arent they like the same thing?
a paper lantern or a spotlight? paper lantern
a hurricane or a tornado? hurricane...cuz they're in water
a suit of armor or a gorilla suit? gorilla suit!
an oven or a stove? oven
a shark or a dolphin? dolphin
bubble bath or hot spring? hot spring
a history class or a science project? history class
a stick or a stone? a stick
an airport or a train station? airport
spring or summer? spring
breakfast or dinner? dinner
poker or go fish? poker, even though i suck, i hate go fish
a pastry chef or an auto mechanic? pastry chef
rubber or glue? glue
ham sandwich or an ice cream sandwich? ice cream...ham is meat and meat is murder
graffiti or a greeting card? graffiti
a squid or an octopus? octopus
a tree in the city or a computer in the country? tree in the city
tin foil or plastic wrap? tin foil
boise, idaho or scranton, pennsylvania? umm pennsylvania
mercury or pluto? pluto
a waiting room or a locker room? waiting room
a reptile or an amphibian? amphibian...best of both worlds
a snake or a snail? snail
a dust bunny or a tumbleweed? dust bunny
a bowling ball or a bowling pin? bowling pin
a convenience store or a tattoo parlor? tattoo parlor
photograph or a painting? Painting
fuzz or fizz? fizz
a bowl of cereal or a bowl of ice cream? a bowl of ice cream
a bestseller or a classic? a classic
a ghost or a zombie? a ghost
red lipstick or black nail polish? red lip stick
senegal or bali? idk
a river or a lake? lake
a puddle or a pond? pond
a stick figure or an inkblot? inkblot
a sit-com or a soap opera? sit-com
a fruit or a vegetable? fruit
herbal tea or black coffee? Herbal tea
a blizzard or an avalanche? avalanche
a rose or a daisy? daisy :D
a skipping cd or a broken record? broken record
peanut butter or jelly? peanut butter
handmade or home-cooked? handmade
a cartoon character or a mythological figure? mythological figure
an alarm clock or a snooze button? snooze button
a glove or a sock? sock
a dictionary or a thesaurus? thesaurus
italy or switzerland? italy
a hearing aid or a pacemaker? hearing aid
a parachute or a jet pack? parachute
guilt or shame? shame
a lamb or a wolf? lamb
a giant redwood or a weeping willow? weeping willow
overnight or a second day delivery? second day
sugar or spice? sugar
a revolution or a reformation? revolution
a cardigan or a sweatshirt? sweatshirt
a garden or a jungle? jungle
a meteor shower or the aurora borealis? aurora borealis
fish or fowl? both kinda freak me out...probably fish cuz then i could live in water
bubble gum or a jawbreaker? bubble gum
pistachio or cookie dough? cookie dough
april showers or may flowers? april showers
road construction or a detour? detour
ferris wheel or a roller coaster? roller coaster
gold or silver? silver
a lawn sprinkler or a lawn chair? sprinkler
selling or buying? buying
bucket seats or a loveseat? loveseat
a speeding ticket or a parking ticket? speeding ticket.
velvet or velour? velvet
whipped cream or hot chocolate? whipped cream
baked squash or lemon meringue? lemon meringue
a seahorse or a sea anemone? anemone
ruffles or fringe? ruffles

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"everything in this room is eatable. even i am eatable, but that is called cannibalism" [24 Jul 2005|10:18pm]
[ mood | bored as fuck ]
[ music | none ]

soo lets see...im real bored...

friday i went to see charlie and the chocolate factory with alecks and allie and lindsay ross. it was really really funny. and then alecks came back to my house cuz my mom decided to be retarded and was all "you're always home alone so you shouldnt be" or something like that...idk. but anywhoo we made my slinky go down the stairs for like an hour and then proceeded to compare each attempt to the life of a baby cuz we're that cool. i love my alecks :D

then saturday i went to ac moore with corneene and then she and allie came to my house to decorate! me and allie finished our chairs, they're soooo cool! i <3 them! then i went to snows house cuz hes moving and thats sad :( his sisters so cute. and she has a little house. i want a little house.

so today i did nothing. it was fun. except not. im really really bored as i believe i stated above.


oh do the thing in the entry below this for me cuz you love me!

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do this for me and i'll love you forever! [24 Jul 2005|09:25pm]
[ mood | lethargic ]
[ music | tuck everlasting! ]

Fill this out about me!!! If you do u are awesome! : ) **BUT FIRST** REPOST a blank copy to all of your friends (including me) so they can fill it out about you! Got it? BE HONEST! **YES or NO**

- - - - - - ? YES or N0
Ugly? :
Kind? :
Loud? :
Shy? :
Weird? :
Selfish? :
Ghetto? :
Crazy?:
Nice? :
Mean?:
Immature? :
Rude?:
Cool? :
Stupid? :
Caring? :
Mature? :
A friend? :
More than a friend? :
Talkative? :
Boring? :
Hott :
Creative? :
Smart? :
A flirt? :
A psycho? :
Athletic? :
Confusing? :
Sweet? :
Annoying? :
Funny? :
Hyper? :
Laid back? :
Perfect? :

- - - - - - ? iF Y0U C0ULD
Give me a new name, what would it be ?:
Hook me up with someone, who would it be ?:
Do one thing with me, it would be ?:
Drop me one piece of advice, it would be ?:

- - - - - - ? W0ULD Y0U
Kiss me ?:
Have sex with me ?:
Ever go out with me ?:
If you already have, would you do it again ?:
Marry me if you could ?:
Ever talk bad about me if we were to break up ?:

- - - - - - ? QUESTi0NS
What is my phone number?:
Which song reminds you of me?:
When is my birthday?:
Who is/are my best friend/s?:
Where did we meet?:
Have you ever had a dream about me? Describe it.:
If you could change one thing about me what would it be?:
What do you love about me?:
Describe me in 3-5 words...:

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woo for real updates! [21 Jul 2005|01:52pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | evan and jaron - crazy for this girl ]

so its been awhile, and im bored, so i thought id actually update. woo for summer laziness. so i've actually had somewhat of a life this week!

monday was aileens surprise going away party. it was really fun, but sad cuz she left this morning and im going to miss her :( i might actually have to do my work in latin now. *tear* i love my leeny

then tuesday i went to the mall with allie and alecks and it was fun cuz i love them cuz we're special. and then we were gunna go see charlie and the chocolate factory but it wasnt showing at the right time so we ended up at perrys house and chilled there for awhile. haha "kissing leads to humping like farting leads to pooping." man i love you guys :D

and yesterday i spent the day with my khaloony! yay i <3 her so much. we went out to the real boonies (alecks you only live in the poser boonies compared to this) to look for her sunglasses but we couldnt find them so we went to the dollar store and target to buy some more. woo for impulse buying. i love stuff that costs a dollar! and then we went grocery shopping and it was exciting cuz we're cool like that. and the produce guy was real hot :D

so now im bored and looking for something interesting to do... if you wanna do something call me!

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[20 Jul 2005|11:02pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | tv ]

[ ] tall
[ ] in between
[x] short

[ ] blonde
[ ] redhead
[ ] brunette/blondish
[x] black


[ ] blue-eyed
[x] brown-eyed
[ ] green-eyed
[ ] hazel eyed
[ ] gold eyed
[ ] grey eyed

[ ] braces
[ ] freckles
[X] piercings
[ ] tatoos


Your nationality includes...
[ ] Chinese
[x] Indian
[ ] Taiwanese
[ ] Japanese
[ ] Hispanic
[ ] Nicoya
[ ] Puerto Rican
[ ] Chicana
[ ] Italian
[ ] Scottish
[ ] Filipino
[ ] Dutch
[ ] French
[ ] German
[ ] Irish
[ ] Greek
[ ] Portuguese
[ ] Polish
[ ] Korean
[ ] Jamacian
[ ] Canadian
[ ] Lithuanian
[ ] Native American
[ ] Russian
[ ] British
[ ] African
[ ] Scandanavian
[ ] Other

Your favorite color(s) are?
[ ] red
[ ] pink
[ ] yellow
[ ] black
[x] green
[ ] blue
[ ] white
[ ] silver
[ ] purple
[ ] brown
[ ] orange
[ ] gray

Some sports/physical things you have done?
[ ] soccer
[ ] cheerleading
[ ] dancing
[ ] lacrosse
[ ] field hockey
[ ] hockey
[ ] football
[ ] softball
[ ] wrestling
[ ] gymnastics
[ ] track/cross country
[ ] Basketball
[ ] baseball
[ ] golf
[x] playing in the mud
[x] playing music
[ ] hiking
[ ] kayaking
[ ] camping
[ ] horseback riding
[x] marching band
psh..sports...


Your personality is sometimes...
[x] annoying
[X] talkative
[X] shy
[X] funny
[X] serious
[X] bubbly
[X] spazzy
[X] fun loving
[ ] laid back
[ ] strict
[x] hyper
[x] weird

The music you like is?
[ ] rap
[X] rock
[X] pop...old 90s pop
[ ] country
[ ] hip hop
[ ] r&b
[ ] slow jams
[ ] Christian
[x] classical
[ ] techno
[X] oldies
[ ] punk
[ ] Metal
[ ] reggae
[ ] Goth
[ ] Latin

The pets you have are?
[ ] cat
[x] dog
[ ] lizard
[ ] rat
[ ] ferret
[x] rabbit
[ ] fish
[ ] Bird
[ ] other

Clothes you like to wear are?
[X] plain t-shirts
[X] Hoodies
[ ] stockings
[X] high heels
[ ] sneakers
[X] jeans
[X] pj pants
[X] boxers
[X] underwear
[ ] dresses
[ ] mini skirts
[X] long skirts
[X] watches
[ ] necklace
[ ] hoop earring(s)
[x] toe socks
[X] flip flops
[ ] halter tops
[ ] stilletos
[ ] band shirts
[ ] shorts

How do you like to wear your hair?
[X] down
[X] ponytail
[x] pigtails
[X] messy bun
[X] half ponytail
[X] scrunched/curly
[ ] bun
[] Afro
[ ] crimped
[ ] with a bandana
[X] French braids
[ ] lots of little braids
[ ] Gel
[ ] hat
[X] messy
[ ] sex hair
[ ] mohawk

You're mostly labeled as?
[ ] goth
[ ] emo
[ ] prep
[ ] punk
[x] hippie
[x] nerd
[ ] ditzy
[ ] hyper
[ ] happy
[ ] everything
[x] I hate labels! I'm just me!!!
[x] i have no idea

You eat?
[X] dessert
[x] no meat
[x] diet stuff
[x] healthy foods
[X] junk foods
[x] a lot of carbs
[ ] lots of meat
[x] salad
[ ] seafood



A typical friday night...
[ ] mall with your friends
[ ] partying
[ ] watching movies with my hottie
[ ] going to the club
[ ] staying home with my cutie
[x] babysitting
[X] hanging out w/ my friends
[ ] hanging out w/ your boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] working while your friends are out having fun
more like staying at home doing nothing...


Currently you are...
[x] in a relationship
[ ] single and lovin it
[ ] crushing
[ ] single and looking for someone (but not desperately)
[ ] just broke up... and so sad about it
[ ] ???

Online, you use:
[X] lol
[ ] sup
[X] =D
[ ] lmao
[ ] stfu
[ ] ty
[ ] j/k
[X] ttyl
[ ] g2g
[ ] ^^
[ ] T_T
[ ] x_x
[ ] ^_^

Did you like this survey?
[ ] yeah
[ ] no!
[X] it was ok
[X] it was something to do

Et cetera
[x] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[x] I've run away from home. ...kinda
[X] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I don't like Bush because from what I hear, he is dumb.
[XI don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
[ ] I am for Bush.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[X] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[X] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[X] I love Disney Movies
[X] I am a sucker for hair/eyes.
[x] I don't kill bugs. ...hehe i talk to them and they listen! they go away when i ask!!
[X] I curse regularly.
[ ] I paid for that cell phone ring.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation.
[ ] I love Spam.
[X] I bake well.
[X] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I have a job.
[ ] I love Martha Stewart.
[X] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[X] I am self conscious.
[X] I like to laugh.
[ ] I smoke a pack a day.
[ ] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower.
[ ] I loved Go Ask Alice.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I've been out of this country.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. ...i just ask them to go away and they listen cuz they're nice
[X] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I see a therapist.
[x] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails
[X] I am comfortable with being me.
[X] I play computer games/video games.
[ ] I'm single.
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[X] Gotten lost in your city.
[X] Saw a shooting star
[x] Been to any other countries besides the United States
[ ] I had a serious Surgery.
[X] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[ ] I have Kissed a Stranger.
[ ] Hugged a stranger
[ ] Been in a fist fight
[ ] Been arrested
[X] Laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
[X] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] Made out in an elevator
[ ] Swore at your parents
[X] Kicked a guy where it hurts
[X] Been close to love
[x] Been to a casino
[ ] Been skydiving

[ ] Broken a bone
[ ] Skipped school
[ ] Flashed someone
[x] Saw a therapist
[X] Done any of the splits
[X] Played spin the bottle ...heh halloween..
[x] Gotten stitches
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[X] Bitten someone
[x] Been to Niagara Falls
[X] Gotten the chicken pox
[X] (non-french) kissed a member of the same sex
[ ] Crashed into a friend's car
[ ] Been to Japan
[X] Ridden in a taxi
[ ] Shoplifted
[ ] Been fired
[ ] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
[X] Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
[ ] Stole something from your job
[ ] Gone on a blind date
[X] Lied to a friend
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher/sub
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans
[ ] Been to Europe
[ ] Slept with a co-worker
[ ] Been married
[ ] Gotten divorced
[ ] Had children
[ ] Saw someone dying
[ ] Been to Africa
[X] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[x] Been to Canada
[x] Been to Mexico
[X] Been on a plane
[ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[ ] Thrown up in a bar
[X] Eaten Sushi
[X] Been snowboarding
[X] Been Skiing
[ ] Met someone in person from the internet
[ ] Been moshing at a rock show
[ ] Been to a moto cross show
[ ] Lost a child
[ ] Gone to college
[ ] Done hard drugs
[X] Taken painkillers
[ ] Had someone cheat on you
[X] Miss someone right now

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[20 Jul 2005|01:12am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | tv ]

1. First grade teacher's name: ms fenner

2. Last word you said: "though"

3. Last song you sang: hmm idk

4. Last person you hugged: pewwy maybe?

5. Last thing you laughed at: funny harry potter quotes that me and corneene are talking about cuz we're that cool! "and from now on i dont care if my tea leaves say 'die ron die!', im chucking them in the bin where they belong"

6. Last time you said I dont remember: haha, i dont remember

7. Last time you cried: yesterday

9. What color socks are you wearing: im not wearing socks

10. What's under your bed: another bed

11. What time did you wake up today: 10:45ish

12. Current taste: none?

13. Current hair: down and curly/poofy

15. Current annoyance: that we have to wait at least 2 more years for book 7...yes i know im a dork

16. Current longing: to read book 7!

17. Current desktop background: lion king!

18. Current worry: ehh nothing

19. Current hate: stupid people?

20. Current favorite article of clothing: my exciting skirt that im wearing!

21. Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex: smile or eyes

22. Last CD that you listened to: ben folds in alecks's car

23. Favorite place to be: anywhere with friends

24. Least favorite place: around my brother

25. Time you wake up in the morning: in the summer...anywhere between 10:30 and 1:30

26. If you could play an instrument: i play two

27. Favorite color: lime green

28. Do you believe in an afterlife? i dont know

29. How tall are you: midget sized

30. Current favorite word/saying: idk (thats not my favorite saying, i dont know what my favorite word/saying is)

31. Favorite book: harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban

32. Favorite season: spring

33. One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: idk

36. What is your career going to be like: im going to be a pediatric surgeon

37. How many kids do you want: haha, anywhere between 3 and 9

*HAVE YOU EVER...*

39. Said "I love you" and meant it: yea

40. Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc: umm not that i can recall..

41. Been to New York: yea

42. Been to Florida: yea

43. Been to California: yes, my favorite!

44. Been to Hawaii: no

45. Been to Mexico: yea

46. Been to China: no
48. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: yea

52. Do you have a crush on someone: no

53. What book are you reading now? im rereading the half-blood prince

54. Worst feeling in the world: feeling alone when youre surrounded with friends

55. What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning? i really need to pee and i really dont wanna get out of bed

56. How many rings before you answer: whenever i get to the phone, usually one or two

57. Future daughter's name: lorelai or mackenzie, and im really liking the name bellatrix

58. Future son's name: marty or landon

59. Do you sleep with a teddy bear? i sleep with a beenie baby moose and a big simba

61. Wish were here: joe

63. Piercings: ears

*THE EXTRA STUFF*

64. Do you do drugs: no

65. Do you drink: no

67. What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use? frizz ease

68. What are you most scared of: haha, feet

69. What clothes do you sleep in: in winter like 30 million layers, in summer a t-shirt and underwear

70. Who is the last person that called you: alecks

71. Where do you want to get married: on the beach

72. If you could change anything about yourself what would that be: how emotional i am

73. Who do you really hate: hmm mr fisher?

74. Been In Love: yes i suppose

75. Are you timely or always late: usually timely

76. Do you have a job: babysitting?

77. Do you like being around people: most of the time

78. Best feeling in the world: knowing that the person you love loves you back

80. Are you a health freak: definitely not

81. Do you have a "Type" of person you always go after? nah

82. Do you want someone you don't have? nope

83. Are you lonely right now: no

84. Ever afraid you'll never get married: nah..ive never really thought about that...ahhh now im going to start worrying...

85. Do you want to get married: yes

86. Do you want kids? yes

*IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...*

87. Cried: yes

88. Bought Something: yea

89. Gotten Sick: no

90. Sang: probably

91. Said I Love You: yea

92. Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: umm like wanted to tell someone but didnt? no

93. Met Someone: not anyone new

94. Moved On: no..

95. Talked To Someone: yea

96. Had A Serious Talk: no

97. Missed Someone: yea

98. Hugged Someone: yea

99. Yelled at Someone: i dont think so

100. Dremped About Someone You Cant Be With: nope


well im off to continue rereading...

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happy fourth of july! [05 Jul 2005|12:07am]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | "oh i would do anything for love...but i wont do THAT!" ]

i havent really updated in forever because its summer and im unmotivated and i really havent done anything of interest. plus all my entries seem to cause unintended controversy. so anywhoo, i hope everyones having a good summer...i miss people...so if youre in town and dont have a life like me, definitely let me know so we can do stuff cuz im bored as fuck most of the time...

so as mikeys away messege says, happy fake independence day...i had a fun-filled day of allie and corneene with a little lisa and barret thrown in there :D and of course fireworks, which make everything more fun :D
and allie corneene and i have begun the decorating process for our chairs...they look so cute and its so exciting :D these chairs are the coolest things in teh world, hands down.
hahaha "A MOUSE IS NOT AN ANIMAL!" i looove you girls :D

so thats about all the excitingness ive had this summer...woo. except not.

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personality test thingy [02 Jul 2005|04:18pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | tv ]

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 70%
Stability |||||| 23%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 53%
Altruism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Interdependence |||||||||| 36%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70%
Mystical |||||| 30%
Artistic |||||||||||| 50%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism || 10%
Materialism |||||||||||| 43%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 50%
Adventurousness |||||||||| 36%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Self absorbed |||||||||||| 50%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 70%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||| 30%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 70%
Wealth |||||||||||||||| 63%
Dependency |||||||||||||||| 63%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 70%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 50%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||| 44%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 43%
Vanity |||||||||| 36%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||| 63%
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Stability results were low which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.

Extraversion results were high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

trait snapshot:

open, tough, irritable, worrying, does not like to be alone, craves attention, low self control, emotionally sensitive, interacting, sad, very social, aggressive, prefer organized to unpredictable, dependent, social chameleon, suspicious, values the heart over the mind, likes large parties, outgoing, likes to make fun, likes to fit in, mildly phobic, makes friends easily, enjoys leadership, clingy, rash



social chameleon is a really good way to describe me...
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and theres more [28 Jun 2005|03:31pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | boy meets world :D...im so cool ]

1. What time is it? 3:16

2. name on birth certificate: Sehra Fram Polad

3. nickname: zcehra, berrie, sehrbear, moose

4. piercing: just ears for now

5. Eye color: brown

6 . Place of birth: houston, tx

7. Favorite food: cheesecake

8. Ever been to CALIFORNIA? yep

9. Ever been toilet papering? haha yea

10. Love someone so much it made you cry? yea

11. Been in a car accident? haha bus accident

12. Croutons or Bacon Bits: Croutons

13. Favorite day of the week: weekdays in the summer, saturday during the school year

14. Favorite restaurant: macaroni grill

15. Favorite flower: daisies :D

16. Favorite Sport to watch: marching band :D

17. Favorite drink: cofffeeee

18. Favorite ice cream: chocolate chip cookie dough or chunky monkey

19. Disney or Warner Bros: disney!!!!

20. Favorite fast food restaurant: subway

21. What color is your bedroom carpet? gray

22. How many times did you fail your driver's test? havent taken it yet

23. Before this one, from whom did you get your last e-mail ? umm jac?

24. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? kohls

25. What do you do most often when you are bored? play freecell

26. What is your bedtime? whenever i feel like it

27. Who will respond to this e-mail the quickest? no one cuz im putting it in my journal

28. Who is the person you sent this to that is least likely to respond? see above

29. Favorite TV shows: gilmore girls, friends, svu

30. Last person you went out to dinner with? does stuebenville count? my parents and their friends

31. Ford or Chevy? umm?

32. What are you listening to right now? tv

33. Your favorite color? lime green!

34. Lake, ocean or river? ocean

35. How many tattoos do you have? none yet

36. Have you ever run out of gas? no

37. Cats or Dogs? dogs

38. Time you finished this e-mail? 3:27

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more surveys... [26 Jun 2005|03:10pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | gilmore girls :D ]

• R E L A T I O N S H I P S • •

Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: bi

Who are your best friends?: khalina, perry, and jacque banana


You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yep

What is your longest relationship?: it'll be 2 years in 6 days :D


What was your shortest relationship? less than a day


• ¥ • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • ¥ •

Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes: kohls and targhetto

Any tattoos or piercing: just pierced ears so far

What is your sexiest outfit: umm?

What is your most comfortable outfit?: pajamas or sweatpants and something

What do you usually wear?: clothes?

• ¥ • S P E C I F I C S • ¥ •

Do you do drugs?: nope

What kind of shampoo do you use?: john frieda frizz ease

What are you most scared of?: feeet

What are you listening to right now: tv- gilmore girls :D

Who is the last person that called you?: khaloony

Where do you want to get married?: on the beach

How many buddies are online right now?: 32

What would you change about yourself?: my laziness

• ¥ • F A V O R I T E S • ¥ •

Colors: liiimeeee greeeen :D

food: cheesecake!

Girls names: lorelai and mackenzie

Boys names: marty and landon

Subjects in school: band :D and chemistry...i know im a nerd...

Animals: moooooose

• ¥ • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • ¥ •

Given anyone a bath?: the wee people i babysit

Smoked?: nope

Bungee jumped?: not yet

Made yourself throw up?: ive tried but its never worked

Skinny-dipped?: yep

Ever been in love?: yea

Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yea

Pictured your crush naked?: haha

Cried when someone died?: yea

Lied: yea

Fallen for your best friend?: nah

Been rejected?: kinda

Rejected someone?: yea

Used someone?: no

Done something you regret?: yea

• ¥ • C U R R E N T • ¥ •

Clothes: red and blue boxers and a red optimist soccer shirt...i <3 summer

Music: tv

Annoyance: nothing at the moment

Smell: umm?

Desktop picture: lion king :D


DVD in player: not sure

• ¥ • L A S T | P E R S O N • ¥ •

You touched: not sure

Hugged: khaloony

You IMed: joe

You yelled at: probably my brother

• ¥ • A R E | Y O U • ¥ •

Understanding: usually

Open-minded: i try to be

Arrogant: hope not

secure: nooooooooo

Random: yep :D

Hungry: always

Smart: i guess

Moody: yessss very

Hard working: noooo

Organized: im the least organized person in the world

healthy: nope

Shy: sometimes

Difficult: yes very

Attractive: you tell me

Obsessed: im quite obsessive

Angry: not at the moment

Sad: not at the moment

Happy: ehhh

Hyper: nah

Trusting: not so much

• ¥ • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • ¥ •

Kill?: laaaaaurrrra and mr fisher

Slap: umm?

Get really wasted with?: idk

Get high with?: dunno

Talk to offline: rachel

Talk to online: khaloony

Sex it up with: haha

• ¥ • R A N D O M • ¥ •

In the morning I: sleep

All you need is: love

Love is: confusing, but it can be wonderful

I dream about: everything

What do you notice first in the sex you're into: eyes and smile

• ¥ • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • ¥ •

Coke or Pepsi: diet coke

Flowers or candy: both :D

Tall or short: short, because im short and im the coolest person you'll ever meet :D

• ¥ • W H O • ¥ •

Makes you laugh the most: peewwwwy

Makes you smile: khaloony and joe

Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: umm no one?

• ¥ • D O | Y O U | E V E R • ¥ •

Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to
IM you?: not really

Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: yess

Wish you were younger: sometimes





Name:: sehra
Age:: 15
Height:: 5'2" bitches :D
Hair Color:: dark brownish
Eye Color:: brown
last kiss:: joe, much too long ago
last cigarette: never, im rather fond of my lungs
last good cry: umm thursday night
last movie seen in a theatre: mr and mrs smith
last cuss word uttered: not sure...fuck. there we go
last food consumed: rice krispies :D
last phone call: khaloony
last tv show watched: gilmore girls
last shoes worn: flip flops
last cd played: sugarcult- palmtrees and powerlines
last item bought: shirts at kohls
last thing downloaded: music
last annoyance: probably parents
last disappointment: idk
last soda drank: diet coke with lime
last ice cream eaten: chocolate chip cookie dough
last time in love: right now
last time hugged: yesterday
last shirt worn: optimist soccer shirt
first job: babysitting?
first screen name: tkdgirl828
First funeral: never been to one
First pet: bunny cadbury
First piercing: ears
First Kiss: joe
First Lust: john stevens, haha
First love: joee

Which Is Worse?
Physical Pain/Emotional Pain?: emotional
Blink-182/Good Charlotte?: Blink 182
Being Deaf/Being Blind?: blind
Being Bored/Rushing around because you have too much to do: being bored...i love being rushed
Losing your dominant leg/Losing your dominant arm?: arm

Are you a virgin? yep
Do you believe theres a difference between "love" and "in love"?: yes
Is it better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all?: not sure
Are you romantic?: very
Are you in a relationship now?: yes
If so, for how long?: 2 years in 6 days <33
If not, how long have you been single?:

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jax "weird survey" haha ilu babe! [25 Jun 2005|07:21pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | third eye blind- crystal baller ]

1. Male teacher or female teacher? depends...probably male (minus mr fisher)

2. Soda or Coffee? coffee

3. Favorite Animal? moooooose :D

4. One of the wildest things you did? i dont know...im not all that wild...

5. Best Thing that Has Ever Happened to You? umm not suree

6. Playing Games online or Surfing the web? freeeeecelllll!!!!

7. How many hours of television do you watch each week? tooooo much, at least in the summer

8. Favorite Sport(s)? blehh sports...

9. Digital Camera or Camcorder? camcorders are fun

10. Which do you prefer: Airplane, vechicle, train or ship? plane or ship

11. Do you wear a watch? yep

12. Digital Watch or Regular Watch? regular

13. How many Instant Messengers do you have? 2
14. What kind of Internet service do you use? roadrunner

15. Favorite Band? beatles :D

16. Favorite Music? old stuff...90s music rocks :D

17. Favorite Book? harry potter, anything by nicholas sparks, this lullaby, sisterhood series, etc

18. Describe your ideal boyfriend or girlfriend? romantic, sweet, compassionate, funny, someone i can talk to, etc

19. Do you think gay people should have the right to marry? yes, marriage is a human right, not a heterosexual privilege.

20. Favorite Chocolate? umm the chocolate kind?

21. What does this word say: ?nowhere? ? what the hell kind of question is that

22. Favorite Cookie? girl scout peanut butter patties :D

23. Would you ever put your pictures on the Internet? probably not

24. How many places have you been to? a lot

25. Where were you born? houston

26. Do you wear a necklace? not normally

27. Do you like modern style or traditional style? Or both? depends...so both i guess

28. Do you know how to dance? not well, but i do it anyway :D

29. Cherrie or Strawberry? hmmm both and whoever made this cant spell cherry

30. Do you know the meaning of you name? princess :D

31. What do you want to be when you grow up? cardiosurgeon or psychiatrist, or maybe a pediatrician

32. Do you know how to play a music instrument? yep

33.Would you ever ride a motorcycle? yea

34. Have you walked in the rain before? yes...

35.Have you ever tasted snow? yess i <3 snow!

36. What do you do when you are bored? play freecell :D

37. Rank the usefulness of e-mails on a scale of 1-10. umm 7 because 7 is my favorite number between one and ten

38. Which do you prefer: Instant messengers or e-mails? IMs

39. Do you get hurt constantly? ehh kinda

40. Do you like babysitting? yessshhhhh i want a baby!

41. Do you like sleepovers? yea
42. Which do you prefer: comedy, action, horror movies, classic movies, scary movies, family
movies, or Disney movies? disney!

43. Do you have a scar on the back of your forehead? probably, i have scars everywhere...

44. Do you think riding a bike is scary? no...

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woo boredom (the sequel) [20 Jun 2005|11:29pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | goo goo dolls- iris ]

You scored as Pride.

</td>

Pride

88%

Sloth

88%

Envy

81%

Wrath

50%

Lust

50%

Gluttony

50%

Greed

31%

Seven deadly sins
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You scored as Christian. You're Christian! Being the eloquent writer that you are, you see the true beauty in everyone. You're innocent, but the person who you care for shows you the true meaning of love. You'll sacrifice everything so you and your love can be together. Even if your true love dies, the love that you had will live forever everytime you tell the story of your love!

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Christian

81%

Satine

63%

Zidler

56%

Toulouse

56%

The Duke

44%

What character from Moulin Rouge are you?
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You scored as Purple. You're crazy and I love you for it! Stay you you crazy mother fucker. Be proud. Please rate.

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Purple

71%

Blue

68%

Black

68%

Red

61%

Pink

61%

Green

61%

White

61%

Yellow

57%

Orange

7%

~What colour is your heart?~
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You scored as Percussion. You're a percussionist! Man, can they be annoying sometimes, but mostly they're pretty cool.

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Clarinet

83%

Flute

83%

Percussion

83%

Trumpet

67%

Baritone

67%

Saxaphone

67%

French Horn

50%

Tuba

50%

Trombone

50%

What Marching Band Instrument Are You?
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You scored as Chemistry. you belong in my chemistry class!

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Chemistry

44%

not so chemistry

38%

0%

chemistryness
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i am SUCH a dork...but its okay because i <3 chemistry :D



You scored as Athena. You are Athena Goddess of Wisdom. She is fierce and brave in battle but only fights to protect her home from enemies. She is the embodiment of wisdom and purity. Her sacred animal is the owl.

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Athena

92%

Aphrodite

75%

hera

50%

Medusa

50%

Demeter

33%

What Greek Goddess Are You?
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You scored as Gryffindor. You'd make a great Gryffindor! It may be seen as the "best" house, but being in gryffindor has both positive and begative aspects. You have the ability to be bold and stand up for what you believe in. You're daring and competitive. But you can be impulsive and head-strong to the point of being reckless. You're not easy to get along with because you take pride in your talents, which can make you quick to anger.

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Gryffindor

79%

Slytherin

75%

Ravenclaw

71%

Hufflepuff

63%

Your Hogwarts House
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i neeeeeeeeed a life. and a car. and license.

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woo boredom [20 Jun 2005|11:12pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | goo goo dolls- black balloon ]

M E -

.x. [my full name is]: sehra fram polad
.x. [in the morning I am]: sleepy
.x. [all I need is]: love? haha i <3 the beatles
.x. [love]: is undefinable
.x. [I'm afraid of]: feet
.x. [I dream about]: weird random things

- Y E S . O R . N O -
.x. [you keep a diary]: yea
.x. [you like to cook]: sometimes
.x. [you have a secret you have not shared with anyone]: maybe
.x. [you fold your underwear]: occasionally
.x. [you talk in your sleep]: nope
.x. [you set your watch a few minutes ahead]: yea
.x. [you believe in love]: most of the time

- D O -
.x. [you wish you could live somewhere else]: definitely
.x. [you think about suicide]: ehh
.x. [others find you attractive]: probably not
.x. [you want more piercings]: ooh bellybutton!

.x. [you want more tattoos]: maybe
.x. [you do drugs]: nope
.x. [you smoke]: no
.x. [you like cleaning]: you mean theres people who like cleaning?
.x. [you like roller coasters]: ehh not so much
.x. [you write in cursive or print]: print
.x. [you carry a donor card]: not yet...damn parents
.x. [you have a crush on somebody]: no


- H A V E . Y O U . E V E R -
.x. [been in love]: yeh
.x. [cried when someone died]: yea
.x. [lied]: yea
.x. [fallen for your best friend]: nah
.x. [been rejected]: yea
.x. [rejected someone]: yea
.x. [used someone]: no
.x. [been cheated on]: i hope not?
.x. [done something you regret]: probably

- N U M B E R -
.x. [of times i have had my heart broken]: ehh none really
.x. [of hearts i have broken]: one maybe
.x. [of guys i have kissed]: one
.x. [of girls i have kissed]: one
.x. [of continents i have lived in]: one
.x. [of close friends]: 3 or 4
.x. [of cd's that i own]: idk...not an overwhelmingly large number
.x. [of scars on my body]: a lottt
.x. [of things in my past that i regret]: ehh one?


put an X next to the things you've done:
[ ] been drunk.
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex...
[x] kissed a member of the same sex....
[ ] kissed your best guy friend
[ ] crashed a friend's car. ..
[ ] been to china.
[x] rode in a taxi.
[x] been in love.
[ ] been dumped.
[ ] snuck out of my parent's house.
[ ] been arrested.
[ ] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new york.
[ ] been to europe.
[ ] skipped school.
wow isnt my life sad...


- F I R S T S -
First job: babysitting?
First pet: bunny cadbury
First piercing/tattoo: ears when i was like 4 months old
First kiss: joe
First one that mattered: joe

- L A S T S -
Last car ride: home from helping with the wee people
Last kiss: joe like last day of school
Last movie watched: ummm probably something on tv
Last beverage drank: water
Last food consumed: canteloupe
Last phone call: rachel yesterday
Last time showered: this morning
Last annoyance: a certain person
Last soda drank: diet coke with lime :D
Last ice cream eaten: chocolate chip cookie dough
Last person(s) you were thinking of: khaloony cuz i miss her

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"chewing gum is very gross chewing gum i hate the most" [18 Jun 2005|10:48pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | me and rachel :D we are sooo moosical ]

heh i was all "im going to update my journal now" and then i got here and i realized that i have nothing to say. oh well. so im at rachels house and its super fun. her hair is tickling my eye. hehe. and we're playing freecell and i heart freecell. woooooo. im sleepy. but oh well cuz we're going to make brownies and they're going to be yummy- unlike our pudding...cuz that sucked :D i love rachel mroe than lime green. alrighty back to freecell :D

khaloony i <3 you be happy!

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clearing up a few things [16 Jun 2005|11:50pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | trapt - these walls ]

i would just like to say that my entry about love a few days ago had nothing to do with the way i feel. it was a rant because i had been woken up that morning by the sounds of my parents yelling at each other, and then told later in the day that they would probably be separating soon. so i was upset about that, its not really how i feel about the matter, and had nothing to do with any of my friends or joe or anything like that.

also, yes most people (okay everyone except khalina) dont understand me, and maybe i dont like being around you so much, or at least not around a lot of you at one time, but that doesnt mean i hate you, it just means i feel like i dont belong, and i dont like being in that situation. elise i dont hate you, it just bugs me that you never seemed to even try and look at my point of view.

AND the more angry ish part of the entry

this is my fucking journal, i use it rant or vent or let people see how im feeling. you do NOT have to read it if you dont like it. im not trying to get attention, im simply writing because it makes me feel better. excuse me for sharing my opinions.


this wasnt meant to upset anyone, just to clear up things that seemed to be bothering people.

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chairs! [15 Jun 2005|10:00pm]
[ mood | wooooo! ]
[ music | aladin! :D ]

soo lets see...up until today i havent done much exciting. on monday i walked to cvs with grahmcracker and christina which is like summer tradition and so much fun even though its really hot. actually we never went to cvs we went to tjs and ate wayyy tooo much... but oh well it was fun. it made it finally feel like summer.

then tonight i went to kimonos with allie and alecks and megan and that was very special. and then we went to coldstone and waited for corinne and played the waving game. and so we wave to corinne as shes driving and she waves and then ran in to the curb...it was like the funniest thing ever! hahah i love you corneene! and so then we had ice cream and got fat and megan and alecks had to leave so allie corinne and i went to harris teeter and we got chairs!!!! they're little kiddie chairs and mine is green and we're going to decorate them for band camp! they're soooo exciting! so yea tonight was fun :D

in other news, my room is very clean, and it is very strange.

and i suppose thats about it

i love khalina :D

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